sad

why cant I stop??? There's something in me that pulls me back to you.

PAPER LANTERN

Paper lantern... reminds me of new beginning... reminds me of you.

It's been written in the scars of our hearts... were not broken .. we're just bent so we can learn to love again. 

take time

I'm hating you so much now... why i cant open my hands for you .. up until now.. it remained close. it will take time for me to learn to open my hands.. so much time. 

...

I'm sorry if i told you a lie. You'll know soonest why I need to do this. Hope you find the right person to talk to about everything who will make you understand. Don't forget who i am when the sun is shining bright.

changes

...is inevitable. bahala na kung ano mangyayari ngayon at bukas.

it feels so different now. I guess, this is the repercussions of what i have done. I'm really sad and remorseful on what I have done. They don't deserve me. They deserve someone else better than me. Im asking God now to give me strength to go on with my life. 

I'm preparing to give the best gift that I could give ever. May God have mercy on me. Remove all the hurts, pain and fears in me and replace it with his peace.