Home move

FEBRUARY 19, 2013
Home move
Fourth Estate, Paranaque City


Today, Tristan moved his things from his old place to his new place. Its not that far, it's just 10 steps away from their house. He moved in front of their house, on top of his Aunt's dental clinic.

There's a lot of things going on right now, though I know that he's mustering all his energy to be firm, i know .. deep inside. that there is a storm within him. I'm praying for God's mercy and grace for Him to overcome everything and to calm the storm in him. 

The feeling is different now. I can see the changes. I wept earlier when I felt it. I love him so much but its necessary for everyone to have his own space for healing. . and I respect that. 

I'm sorry

Im sorry baby. I miss you so much. I'm hurt to see you're hurting too. I love you. 

Ash wednesday & pre-valentines day

February 13, 2013
ASH WEDNESDAY

This is a day to recall all our wrong deeds and ask for God's forgiveness. Ash symbolizes that we are from dust and will all go back to dust. Sign of the cross in the forehead symbolizes repentance and turning back to our old self and living the new self through Christ.

I visited St. Peregrine's Shrine first before going to Tristan's place. This day is also the day that jhen was almost diagnosed with Bells palsy (CN7 palsy). I went to church and prayed.

God is still in control. A lot of people is still seeking His mercy and grace

After our church together, me and my baby went to Max's to eat and to celebrate pre-valentines day. This is the first time I went to Max's Sucat branch. Thanks!

Max's Sucat branch

tumba tumba for the elderly while they're waiting for their turn

Our meal: 

Spring Chicken meal

yummy caramel bar

spring chicken

Refreshing Mango juice!

ube decadence

Mr. Salt and Mrs. Pepper together!

Spooning and Forking

other shots:
Though we always fight and argue with things, I guess that's how people live. Adjusting and coping with one another. Respecting each other's difference is the key. Sweet arguments, though I deny it, mahal ko pa rin tong baboy na to.

dami mu kinaen!

ahlurvit!

It's raining and we went to BF Ruins and bought our couple's shades. After that, we decided to sit and have a cup of coffee and juice st Starbucks BF.

Mango shake and Caramel Machiatto

deep thinking!

smile baby!

antok na.. pero picture pa din

nagulat?! 

sungit and chinito

Every long lost dream led me to where you are

Others who broke my heart, they're like Northern Stars

Pointing me on my way into your loving arms

This much I know is true

That God blessed the broken road

That lead me straight to you.

   

We went out today as a family to eat lunch, watched Breaking Dawn part 2 and went to church together. Im so sad because I really want this day, but i have sleepless night.
This day I need to go to work and have my shift.. sooo sleepy. ='( Good thing that it's avail.


I miss my baby Tristan already. ='( hope he'll get well soon.

Breaking dawn

Sunday was the most hated day of my boyfriend, Tristan. I don't understand the reason but he hates it. So to patch things up, we decided to eat together and spend the rest of our night together. 

I prepared a dish for him, its "Ginisang Munngo" (Mung Bean stew) nad he wished to have  a pork dish Toppers in Mnistop. So I bought him because he never had an appetite since last night. 

I love mung beans stew!

Pork toppers in Ministop

After we eat, we decided to go to SM Sucat to watch Breaking dawn part 2! We went out to unwind and to patch things up again. All relationships have its ups and downs anad have it's story to tell. Let's just say that we need to revive the relationship that will soon to be flushed in the drain if we will not do something about it. 

So we bought the tickets first in the cinema and roam around the mall. We checked several stores for clothes, shoes and gadgets. I have fun doing the groceries. I love to watch him carry the basket and decide which is which to buy. I'm imagining him to be included in my future. I want him to play a major role in my life: my partner and the father of my children. 

Twilight Breaking dawn part 2 will really play a big role in my memories, our memories together as a couple. 

Here are some shots of the night:

ticket for two: Breaking dawn part 2

Come! let's eat Takoyaki! =) yummy!

waiting for his turn to punch for the groceries 

Yes, we are in the long night now.. and I guess we too will have our own breaking dawn. Lets cherish and love each other more. =)

will make my self heal

Today, I went to the office feeling soo sick. Im sick, physically, emotionally and spiritually. I was sent home because I need to rest; yes I need to rest for the mean time while Im figuring thinkgs out.

Physically -- embraced my self with the killing side-effect of Cefuroxime; nausea struck me really hard and it brought tears to my eyes. The anguish and pain that Im on pushed the management to decide to send me home. 

Emotionally -- I need to thank my boyfriend, Tristan for everything he've done for me. Yes, It's been a big day last Saturday, but still trying to work things out for the betterment of both of us. I want to hug him so tight. I want to embrace him but this is all I am right now. I trying to heal; trying to be a better person. I dont want to see him cry again, it breaks my heart. I'm loving him the best way I can, but the hung ups of my past screwed me up. Hope this new chance for both of us to start all over again will be for lifetime.

Spiritually -- I almost forget the only One who never left me regardless. 

This is my third day of healing. please pray for my recuperation. 

Wanna die yah! I'm soo sorry. =(