raising my heads up high. praying to God to make evrything fall in its rightful place thrugh His merciful grace.

this one reminds me of you

frozen

you gotta look for the goodinthe bad, the happy in your sad, the gain in your pain
, and whatever makes you gratefu and not hateful.

Thanks for this!

Thank you for sending me this ecard. hindi na ako nakabawi... but i hope you know that I'm proud of you. Always take care! Ill see you in Singapore. =)

Happy Halloween!

This picture reminds me of the old days. It brings smile in my heart.  

BK, jasper, jhaz and tan


And who can forget this picture??? not even my heart can forget. 

=) <3

woke up at the middle of the night

Yes, my mind was wandering. I wished I were there with someone who could bring peace to my heart - someone with whom I could spend a little time without being afraid that I would lose him the next day. With that reassurance, the time would pass more slowly. We could be silent for a while because we'd know we had the rest of our lives together for conversation. I wouldn't have to worry about serious matters, about difficult decisions and hard words.

Even if we cant make it today or tomorrow.. I know someday... we will.

i'll call you later at dawn. thanks!

soul extension

this account is an extension of my soul... this is where you can talk to me.


nice to hear your voice again.


**do not give this to anyone else. This extension is exclusively mine. 

my life without you scares mo more.

crossroads

...hope our roads will cross again.. by that time.. ill love you more than ive done.

last kiss

this is for you

last burst of my emotion

I think im crazy...coz im missing you bigtime. All the persons around me tells me to just let go.. You know i love to see you happy even before.. I miss your smell, your smile, touch .. everything about you. Our sweet talks.. about nonsense things. Im sorry about everything. Once everything is clear to you, you would understand how much I love you. I lied because of  a deeper reason.. deep than any human being could fathom. The love and hatred collides... This will be the last burst of my emotion... I just want you to know... that you still have it.

someday.. you will understand why... someday.

cynical

why do I still care... a lot? why?! .. you wanted to move on... and im giving you the best gift that I could give.. go on babe. Be happy. as for me... I can take care of my self.

unrequited love

seeing you smile is enough for me to live my life everyday even if that smile is not for me.. It's hard to watch you being happy without me. maybe this is not our time, maybe next time, or maybe none at all.. but i want you to know that i'm watching you from a distance. we might part ways.. but I know i left a piece of me to you.. and you left pieces of yourself as well to mine. One day.. this piece of each other will bring us back together.