Breaking dawn

you cut the only thread that was left. I know I've made my mistake and I'm remorseful of that. I guess, ill carry on with my life with this, forever. One day will come that you wont see me anymore. Destroy my name, my face and my everything. i am worthless and no one deserves me like what you mentioned.

Maybe, i just have to believe my father that someday, someone will come who could appreciate who i really am and respect my whole being. . . who ever he is, i'm preparing myself for you Thank you Lord for this journey, drive my journey now. Amen.

long road to hoe

the magic petal hasn't fallen on the ground... hard to explain, but that's how life works i guess.

sad

why cant I stop??? There's something in me that pulls me back to you.

PAPER LANTERN

Paper lantern... reminds me of new beginning... reminds me of you.

It's been written in the scars of our hearts... were not broken .. we're just bent so we can learn to love again. 

take time

I'm hating you so much now... why i cant open my hands for you .. up until now.. it remained close. it will take time for me to learn to open my hands.. so much time. 

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I'm sorry if i told you a lie. You'll know soonest why I need to do this. Hope you find the right person to talk to about everything who will make you understand. Don't forget who i am when the sun is shining bright.

changes

...is inevitable. bahala na kung ano mangyayari ngayon at bukas.

it feels so different now. I guess, this is the repercussions of what i have done. I'm really sad and remorseful on what I have done. They don't deserve me. They deserve someone else better than me. Im asking God now to give me strength to go on with my life. 

I'm preparing to give the best gift that I could give ever. May God have mercy on me. Remove all the hurts, pain and fears in me and replace it with his peace.