Today, I went to the office feeling soo sick. Im sick, physically, emotionally and spiritually. I was sent home because I need to rest; yes I need to rest for the mean time while Im figuring thinkgs out.
Physically -- embraced my self with the killing side-effect of Cefuroxime; nausea struck me really hard and it brought tears to my eyes. The anguish and pain that Im on pushed the management to decide to send me home.
Emotionally -- I need to thank my boyfriend, Tristan for everything he've done for me. Yes, It's been a big day last Saturday, but still trying to work things out for the betterment of both of us. I want to hug him so tight. I want to embrace him but this is all I am right now. I trying to heal; trying to be a better person. I dont want to see him cry again, it breaks my heart. I'm loving him the best way I can, but the hung ups of my past screwed me up. Hope this new chance for both of us to start all over again will be for lifetime.
Spiritually -- I almost forget the only One who never left me regardless.
This is my third day of healing. please pray for my recuperation.
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